11564) I hate when people say things like, “teenage years are the best years of your life.” They’re not if you have an eating disorder and want to commit suicide.
I want you to listen to me very carefully, Harry. You’re not a bad person. You’re a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn’t split into good people and Death Eaters. We’ve all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That’s who we really are. -Sirius Black
FUN FACT: These eggs are evil. Octopus babies are evil. Let me tell you why. The octopus mother lays her eggs in a cave roof and spends 6 months guarding them from potential predators and swaying the eggs with her tentacle so they get oxygen. This means she doesn’t eat or sleep until they hatch. When the octopus babies hatch, she dies from fatigue and starvation. THEN THEY FUCKING EAT HER. THEY EAT THEIR MOTHER WHO DIED BECAUSE SHE WAS LOOKING AFTER THEM. THEY. EAT. HER.
this sounds like what my mother said i did to her
They look so cute :((
11570) Every time I eat my family tells me, “You shouldn’t eat this,” “It has too many calories,” or “Wow, you’re seriously gonna eat all of that?” But then when I stop eating, they tell me to eat. What do you want from me? When will I ever be good enough for you? Just leave me alone.
11572) I gained weight and I’m at healthy weight now. I’m eating more and everybody thinks that everything is okay since I eat and my body looks ”healthier and better.” (I wasn’t even skinny?) I’m not okay. I’ve never hated myself as much as I do now. I have no control. I don’t know what to do. I just want to cry and hide in my bedroom. I look so huge.
11573) I hate myself for eating, not eating, enjoying food, not enjoying food, purging, not purging, exercising, not exercising, losing weight, gaining weight… everything. No matter what I do, nothing is good enough for this disorder.
Sleeping is a cure to forget about pain, problems, stress and everything for a while.
I have an angel and a devil on my shoulders. But my angel is small and inadequate while my devil is darker than dark and louder than any storm.
11471) I’ve become fascinated with cookbooks and food blogs. I can spend hours upon hours just staring at pictures of food.